/001/ el 3am zaki chronicle
I've decided to write smth Almost everyday on this blog to keep it alive and maybe have a little conversation rather than posting silly pics (e7em e7em)
As you have noticed, i've wrote 001 because i intend to write more than a hundred before summer starts
and i called it el 3am zaki because el 3am zaki akid 7ellal el machakel, 7ellal el machakel...
so first of all i want to tell carlol to2obchich happy birthday and hope u had a fun day hun
nchallah nchoufek 3arous w nefrah mennek
hun u're 22 7allek ba2a lol!!!
kif el pressure?
when you think about it, 22 is a very weird age
u're not a girl not yet a woman awwwww
now i got how deep dritney is
i love uuuuuuuuuuuuuu dritney!!
Plus, ure at this stage of ur life of having to make important choices for ur career and it's not very easy
you wonder where u're gonna be in a 5 years
married,
working,
with kids,
all of the above?
single,
lonely,
unemployed,
all of the above?
who knows
Then u tell urself dont think about it because it's depressing but maybe not thinking about it will lead u somewhere u dont wanna be
i always thought that everything comes at its times but now that i feel that life is passing by so quickly i need to change some things in my life and fight for what i really want
i've never fought for something and i realized how careless i've been
towards everything
it sounds like im this spoiled child who had everything but it's not that
i'm careless because i take life for granted
and because if i didnt, i know i'd suffer more so i've decided to take the easy way out
and if i wanted smth and didnt get it i accept it
how can i change this?
what to do?
sAspence
to be continued...
posted by 7aki neswen @ 6:23 PM
10 Comments:
u mean ur going to write something like this every single day?
niaaaaaaaaaahahahahaha
fi iz3aj?
thx AZZOUZ (& only azzouz) i love u AZZOUZ (only uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu....................)i'm so proud that the first 3am zaki chronicle is bout my bday and age(which is wrong= I'M 21 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) no kidding i am 22 :D haha! hiiiiii fouad lol
Girl, you are BRILLIANT! Chapeau bas, I adore your style and the way you portray your ideas! I wanna bookmark you, as long as you allow me to :P (I do not go anywhere uninvited). J'ai envie de danser, je suis tres contente d'avoir trouve ton blog! Yalla, keep up the good work, and you had better post as often as you have promised in your latest post. You'll certainly see me around here again...
dear lord
back off carla..fouad is mine
and happy birthdayyyyyyyy
sarah u made me cry
hehe
fa
u cant just make things change.its not like u wake up one morning and decide to make some drastic changes to ur life...it doesnt work that way.thats why i really hate the whole "new resolution" thingy.its so stupid..i mean u always end up going back to ur old nasty habbits. BUT..here's come the but, i think its important to let urself get into new experiences,make urself evolve through those experiences,thats how we grow.sometimes we prevent ourselves from getting into that,simply becoz we dont wanna get hurt or rejected.. but personally, i'd rather be disapointed than do nothing. u live u learn, u know?
to be continued..
far
yawn
does your life bore you?
describe the way you would want a normal day to go for you
my actual day:
wake up
uni
home
eat
work
sleep
how i would like it to be:
wake up in a hotel room boyfriend next to me
order breakfast
eat as much as i can without worrying about getting fat
take private jet to mexico
get a great tan
go back home(NY)
go to my office in this great tall building
boss everyone around
work a little(yes because i love my work)
sell the logo i made in 5 min for 150 000 dollars
go to leb for the week end
i am shallow and i like it
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