003/ el 3am zaki chronicle/ psycho-logy

3azizi el 3am zaki
i dont feel like studing anymore
can u plz bring summer earlier this year
thx

ok last week was crRRRRazy
but it feels good when ure satisfied with u work
even if OTHERS dont appreciate it e7em e7em
which brings me to today's topic!!!

can u always evaluate urself i mean ur work?
i mean sometimes u need others to do this for u beacause u lack confidence or u know u dont have an objective opinion (im not talking about those who pretend to be modest and say noooo i hate what i did when actually they love it but dont want to admit it)
and sometimes, u feel that all these hours of work finally paid off and u're so proud of urslelf and its such a great feeling, thats when it gets scary!
because when this happens and other pple dont like what u did ure sooooo crashed
which is why a lot of pple pretend they dont like their work in front of others so that they dont fall from up high

self confidence is a great thing but it can do u some harm so u really have to be careful and think it through before u show it. because there's a thin line between self confidence and arrogance

A not very confident but humble person's work would seem nicer than a confident arrogant person
i mean that's obvious
even if the last person's work is better
so it's really tricky
and being self confident and humble at the same time seems like the ideal combination but it's very hard to reach
i wish i had the recipe but im looking for it

i know i sound paranoid
i mean i dont plan my emotions wondering what pple might be thinking
but i noticed that a lot of times my behaviors dont convey exactly what i'm feeling that's why i feel misunderstood so maybe i should plan more

not all pple r alike