006/el 3am zaki chronicle/ Be Ambitious

we all seek happiness but there comes a time when we realize that it's one of the many fairytales they wanted us to believe. Then one day u ask urself the big question: AM I HAPPY?
And to answer that, you have this awful reflex of comparing urself to pple you know because let's face it, we live through others.
So, you start to think about that woman u know who has cancer, your neighbours who got divorced, your alcoholic friend etc... and meanwhile a quick body and brain scan reports 0 errors and u sigh in relief and tell urslef I SHOULD BE HAPPY and u translate it I AM HAPPY
but are u really?
i think that happiness shouldn't be a relative thing
i think everyone has his concept of happiness and it's certainly not the same but it shouldnt involve money problems, health problems, psychological problems, relationship problems, an unfullfilled dream or a bad haircut
And because unfortunately problems will always exist ( i dont know why), no one, not a single person on earth nor in the whole universe is or will ever be happy!
if u hear someone saying:' i'm happy' it means he got the closest to his dreams and now he's content with what he has... he has actually surrendered his ambitions to the cruelty of life
so its the previous relative happiness not the absolut!
so all i wanna say is if u have everything u want except for one tiny thing that means a lot to u and u're nagging about it, it's your right to cry out loud I AM NOT HAPPY!
we can't spend the rest of our lives comparing ourselves to others
it's not possible!