007/el 3am zaki chronicel/ Would you erase me?

i hate to overnight on fridays because then i would have to sleep all afternoon and therefore miss my precious friday night!
plus i hate to do overnights in general because im like a zombie in the morning and i dont remember anything i've seen or heard during the day ...it's like being drunk
but then i thought well at least i'll have fun today because when i'm sleepy and tired i do crazy stuff and everyone tells me: you havent slept and we can see that!
im so careless when i dont sleep
it's like i dont give a damn about anything or anyone
i become someone who has put aside the basic savoir vivre
im someone else and it feels good because maybe pple dont see me they way i want them to see me

And then when i sleep i get all these social rules back and feel crap although i had 10 hrs of sleep

On another level this is also why people pple get drunk.
I mean u're stuck with urlsef ur whole life so obviously, u get bored and u cant be alone so u wanna be with someone who's fun
so u try to unleash the crazier side of u

everybody hates himslef but each one deals with it differently
some pple say it, others hide it and others try desperatly to change...
i'm not giving u the ultimate solution but it feels good from time to time to be someone else
so u know what to do

DON'T SLEEP